Now my parents are out, so that is why I am sitting here blogging. ^^

I am so depressed. Everything is just happening so fast. My exams are just round the corner. My parents are pushing me. My peers are just doing so well. And believe it or not, for the whole of next week, I have exams. Cello lessons are like no better,cos the seniors are mugging for thier exams,so we are stuck wuth mr.lee for three whole weeks. Yayness??

And I realise that actually all those friends that I thought were my best,are not now. I am actually drifting away from them.There is nothing much to say to each other when we meet on the train now. We just cannot joke and tease each other that we used to last time. There is just something between us. Maybe they are just not my so called 'true' friends.Well,I dunno.

Now,I have to go and hit the books. jap books. oh man. HELP!!!!!!

Alright.
I am going insane.
On monday i have a CME test.
Then on tuesday I have jap oral test.
Then on wednesday, I have the written test.
Oh man.
I shouldnt be writing this now.
I should be like studying.
Who cares?
Today,everyone got back their maths paper.
Well, i flucked. Its not surprising anyways.
At least i improved.

Many of my friends cried when they got back the maths paper.Its like the first time i seen so many of my friends cry at the same time. I felt so depressed. Almost everyone was crying cos they didnt know how to tell thier parents. And so what if you passed?? You went around smiling. Not even bothering to ask anyone how they are. All you could say was,"How much did you get? 16? awwww.Too bad." You are the most irritating bitch i have ever seen in my life. Cant u you just show some sympaty?Is showing off the only thing you r capable of??

And I cannot understand.We study,for our parents? Well, for me,it is. Many of my friends dont study for themselves, they study for their parents, for those As in their report book. Whats the point? And when we flucked our papers,the first thing we think of is how to break the news to our parents.

PARENTS PARENTS. They always tell us to study hard. YES. We should study hard. But when i look back, i realise that my life has been very routine. Too routine.When i ask my friends out, they always give one excuse-My parents dont allow.i ve gotta study. parents are always telling us to understand the stress in their job. Come on,we have stress too. Instead of telling us to understand you, why dont u try to understand us?? Take some time of that darn job of yours. I am so tired of saying yes to whatever you say.

I know i am being so crappy. people in other countries dont even have food to eat,and i am here crapping about a stupid maths test.

I am too tired tonight. I'll stop.
*yawn*

1) my dad
2) charissa
3) Sancia
4) Joanne
5) shiyu
6) liuyi
7) Ivy ng
8) Pamela
9) Grace
10) jiafeng
11) Hernwei
12) Isaac
13) Eugene
14) Hayden
15) cute guy in jap class

ok..so lets get the ball rolling now....

If 9 died tomorrow,what would you do?
Well, ill pray for her...hope that she goes to heaven...rest in peace....blah.

Who hates our art teacher? Loves to hang out with 9?
10.Anyways,who likes our art teacher??

Who likes Annette?
14=)

Who loves s.h.e.?Shows nudity of her gums? plays hockey?
4. SEE.......i know her sooooooooo well =)

Who has nice legs? plays netball and LOVES 4??
5. Some people think that she is a bitch.HELLO! she's HOT!
And of course good luck to her and u-know-who....hehe

Honestly,do u think that 13 is hot?
Erm,no.

Which person is alright about me failing my maths as long as i try my best?
1. he is the BEST father one can ever have. I LOVE U DAD.*sobs*

Who is a wonderful celloist and pianist? And hates China??
[she's not a racist.]
6. She is a nice girl. =P

What do you know about 3's family?
Well, they have a dog. That 's all i think.

Who claims to be 'thrifty'? Calls people 'assholes'? Hug people and throws stuff??
8. some people says that she isnt violet. Hmmmmmmmmm.....

Where does 12 live?
I dunno.He's not my crush. HE's ********'s. hehe.

Will 7 and 11 ever be together??
NO WAY!
They dun even know each other.

Who is non-existant?
15. HELLO! there are no cute guys in my jap class.All of them are from hua chong.
BUT, at least, they are more decent than .....ahem.....u-know-who...

try this.its fun.



hihi..im back.
Went for tuition again today.
So sian.
And ya,today i didnt talk as much as i usually did,and of course, i finished my work on time.
And of course, hayden just had to say that Eugene likes me.
And that set the whole class like,"wooooooooooo....."
And its so irritating.
I had tried my best not to show ANY expression when he said that.
But, i just flared up.
I just cannot stand people in my life.

And yah...the teacher I [hate]...I think I really should not hate her. After that incident at science centre.
The words below are dedicated to her:
I AM SO SORRY WANG LAO SHI. ONE GRACE DIDNT MEAN TO PLAY AT SCIENCE CENTRE.WE ARE SO SORRY THAT WE MADE YOU CRY.PLEASE DONT BE ANGRY. CHEER UP.WE PROMISE YOU NOT TO MAKE YOU SAD NEXT FEW MONTHS.PLEASE BELIEVE US.WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!^^

next,our english teacher.
WE ARE ALL SO SORRY.WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU INVESTED ALOT OF TIME ON US.BUT YET THAT THING WE DID ON FRIDAY DISAPPOINTED YOU ALOT.WE KNOW WE HAVE PISSED YOU OFF.WE ARE SORRY AND WE MEAN IT.

finally,our maths teacher.
WE ARE ALL SO SORRY.PLEASE PARDON US FOR OUR UN-ATTENTION IN MATHS CLASS.WE WILL PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS FOR TERM 4.WE KNOW THAT WE ALL ALMOST MADE YOU VOMIT BLOOD.BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS SO PAITIENT WITH US.EXPLAINING THINGS TO US AGAIN AND AGAIN.I FEEL SO SORRY.PLEASE CONTUINUE TO HAV FAITH IN US.WE WILL PASS OUR MATHS.^^

Well,now that i started to like 3 ppl.I am starting to hate 3 more.Gosh.

Woman no 1.
Just what is ur problem? We all know that u are very chio larh and got ALOT of guys like you.[evan those at the construction site] But I really see no point in telling the whole world that Guy A likes you. Hello, he didnt even LOOK at you that day.bleech.

Woman no 2.
I beg you. Can you just STOP being so despo. So wad if someone's skirt is shorter then urs??? Can you dont scream and shout on the train when you see some cute guys? And you dont know me. So dont PRETEND that u do.

Woman no 3.
Yes.I know that my belt is LOW. Lower then yours. I know that my collar button is not buttoned. Thank you very much. And I am never gonna cut my hair to be like yours. Stop attracting attention from u-know-who.

That was it,now i can eat my dinner in peace.
Amen.

2nd day of school, and im certainly not doing very well. Ate something horriblily wrong today. Visited that stinko loo in school for like so many times.ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

i have some friends that really are attention-seeking. They just like to be around those 'high profile' people. Man, whats their problem? Cant they just be themselves? i was like degrading them until Charrisa drilled some sense into my head. She said this,'It may be cos of of their family,they are not getting enough love.' Well, THAT shutted me up.And i think thats its really sad if thats the case. I should try to help them to get out of that 'shadow'. But,man, what can I do?

And ya, some people think that I like my science teacher cos im always joking during his class. Hello people, can u guys wake up? There's like no way that i like him. He is totally lammmmmme during lessons cos of his 'funny' jokes.I am just like cracking some jokes to 'suan' him. I was trying to spice things up.

If u think otherwise, then,i guess u are a person with totally NO HUMOR.:P

Alright, I need the LOO AGAIN.oh man.

iwashere


hii...i am back to crap again...today is the LAST day of hols....
of course,as usual, homework not finished, revision not done...
Haiz....can smb tell me what to do with my life?
There's this really fuck guy in my tuition class. Well he said tt i like another guy called Eugene.
THat was the BIGGEST INSULT anyone can give me..im telling u.
tt eugene guy is like **** **** ****.

Or do i need to spell it out for u?

im not very chio either..so i really dun know wads this crap abt eugene.
btw..hes frm sji.
If u happen to know him,
just help me tell him that he sux.
If u re eugene,
TOO BAD

iwashere

My holiday is NOTHING like a holiday. Its like one week for you to finish your homework.
So, hello to revisions, lectures for not passing my maths, hectic cello practises.
Haiz.
By the way, my instructor for cello is someone called Mr.Lee. Ya. He wanted me to bring home my cello for practise. ok, no prob.
BUT,he also wanted shiyan to bring back her BASE..for your info, the base is just a bigger version of the cello.And,hello,that poor girl had to order a LORRY to bring home her humongous base.
And he is always comparing us to his primary school kids. Alright, maybe i shan't mention that primary school. And i was so pissed of that i just wanted to walk out of the door and just slam the door at his face.But i guess i just didn't have the courage to do that.
And my seniors keep on telling me that its for my own good.
Haiz

tomorrow, my ass would be at the science centre. probably going to learn how to desect a mouse or whatever.Oh well.

iwashere

hi. On weds, i went back to MCS.
WOAH! so many changes.

The netball court was different.
The canteen opened a few more stalls.
My ex-form teacher is pregnant.
My ex-chinese teacher is a grandmother.
My hair grew so long that my juniors can't recognise me.
My juniors grew so tall that I can't recognise them.
All my ex-netball mates have two earholes.
Alright, some have three.

And the teachers' day celebration at sngs was great. Although the prefects and moniters were kinna stiff during their dance item.

As many of you know, i am from a girls school. And I really can't imagine myself in a co-ed school. It's you-know, funny. It just won't feel right. We won't be able to sit the way we sit, eat the way we eat, and imagine this: a boys version of sngs uniform.
Awwwww, I really would like to see how it will look like.

P.S. I know that I m crappy today.